Ever..

Ever felt like you've taken life for granted? Like life had so much prepared for you, but you just waived it all away to just to live in a carefree world? That all this time you know that you have to do something about it, but you never actually did, but just ignored it hoping it would go away? Thats exactly how i feel tonight.

So alone

Ive realized, I can do so much with the time i have left here, yet i still spend it doing things that don't bring me any benefits. I'm afraid now, what will happen if i do not change. Will the things i've taken for granted still be there? It's time for me to change, to appreciate things and to make life more meaningful. To do something with my life. And I will.