Why?

Seems like i've not been given a second chance, though i so much want to, but it just doesnt seem to come, has my chance moved on? If only i could turn back time, to avoid all the hurt i've made u feel. For that, i'm sorry. Though it may just seem like words, but i mean it sincerely. If only i could have a second chance, I wish i really could. But this is only your choice, and i can only agree to it. Like you said, if the person doesnt want, we shouldnt force them. And i guess this is what ill abide by. A phrase that i will follow.

But all i can say is, thank you, for showing me a great time, and for everything else. =)

If only i could have that second chance.

I may not have the words, but i have the heart.

Waterfall

Caught up in this journey, lost in this forest, searching for my waterfall. Through this what seems like a never ending path, making my way through pain, sorrow and fear. When will i reach there? will i be able to last the journey, or will i eventually give up?

When will i ever find my solace?

Will i ever reach my waterfall?

Break free

Rip my heart out.

And save me from this misery.

Ever..

Ever felt like you've taken life for granted? Like life had so much prepared for you, but you just waived it all away to just to live in a carefree world? That all this time you know that you have to do something about it, but you never actually did, but just ignored it hoping it would go away? Thats exactly how i feel tonight.

So alone

Ive realized, I can do so much with the time i have left here, yet i still spend it doing things that don't bring me any benefits. I'm afraid now, what will happen if i do not change. Will the things i've taken for granted still be there? It's time for me to change, to appreciate things and to make life more meaningful. To do something with my life. And I will.

Interesting..

Just moments ago, i was having supper with sherman, when he suddenly had this weird look on his face.... and he suddenly said... "imagine when i grow up with kids.."
He then told me what he pictured it as!
And magically the image appeared on my phone.. FreakY!
The picture showed..

Woah.. sherman's family.. i pity the wife, must have went through alot of pain...
But sherman, could you actually afford to feed so many mouths?
I wonder...

Hmmmmmmmmmm..................................